today i fully walked around my home town
in what feels like ages
the moon feel between lamp posts
and the sun set in the perfect way
and it was all just so unsettling
I was so unhappy here,
and I long for it back so much.
It was such a beautiful sadness.
small tip to those who know severely depressed people
saying that “I want to die” and that “I want to kill myself”
are actually two very different things
not knowing the difference is absolutely more than fair but the more you know™
